some of those who noe me have been wonder how i can survive with 100mins of outgoin call per mth. (fyi, i normally use less than 50% of it lol)

initially i din really thought abt this. until recently, i told someone i dun really like to call pple. and this reply shock me. its something i nv tot of..

i rmb last time, i have this fren of mine, which was very close. i will call this fren of mine almost everyday to chat or even just stone there until someday, i kind of pissed off this fren of mine over the phone and got scolded something like, "****, im not here to entertain or let u suan de etc.."
when i heard tt, my heart almost stopped. i could feel a pain in my heart. its pain not becoz of wht my fren said. its pain coz i realised i had hurt this fren of mine. after awhile, my fren sent me a sms saying wht i did and make this fren of mine unhappy. my heart almost shattered and tears was rollin down my cheek.
its a msg which i dun dare to cont to read, a msg which i dun dare to del, a msg which i will feel a pain in my heart & feel like crying everytime i see it.

after this incident, we nv communicate for 1week+ 2weeks. and im those who would rather run away from problems rather than facing them. i tik its the 1st time i decided to face it as i treasure this frenship alot. i took the courage to wrote my fren a 'I'm Sorry" letter and mail to my fren house. (omg this was so old school)

and a stupid incident occured due to the letter which make us salvage the frenship in a less awkward manner.

tikin back, till now i will still feel a little heartpain everytime i recalled of this incident. but im glad tt both of us are still good fren which i can tell '诉苦' haha

but i must admit, all of us are growing up and entering into the next phase of our life. life become busier, times left for frens are getting lesser and lesser. the dist between frens are expending but the frenship still remains in our heart. good luck my frens in ur unforeseen life aheads of u.





n i absolutely miss those days....







- there's a reaon behind every behaviour. its something u experience before, and you dun wish to experience it again that caused the way of behaving you r right now. i must admit this incident caused a change in my life. but nth worth more a frenship i wanna hold on to.-