Sunday, October 19, 2008
ok i noe i shld start bloggin again b4 my blog become dead..
yea there's something you all might not noe yet..
which is i had been slacking in NS for sometime..
and it's becoz im OOT
what's OOT? incase you guys duno..
it means Out Of Training.
reason because.. its due to my BMI taken by the medic/MO over there..
(and im getting tired of explainin it everytime.)
but i noe it myself that my BMI is perfectly fine..
(maybe tryin to make myself happy..)
but everyone who get their height measure over there was like..
2 to 4 cm shorter.. reason being.. i duno...
and yes it has been a half-emo half-slack/happy period for me..
its hard to explain.. or rather dun feel like to..
some will noe that i had been thru a super emo period year(s) ago..
and ever since that incident.. i seldom get tt emo..
and yes the emo feeling is kind of back during this period..
and im just too lazy to explain.. all i can say is that
the feeling of "out-casted" and "things-isnt-the-same-anymore"
but its not my newly-made-frens fault..
its just that i 钻牛角尖..
and they wun noe that im "emo" too as i hide my feeling quite well haha
but i noe that im definately feeling better now.. so dun need to worry abt me yea! =)
just fyi now i SHLD BE waiting for unit posting 1st..
and cont my bmt again.. or will slack/do saikang in my coy till the next bmt intake.
after sorting out my thots.. and tiking back of the past incident..
most of the time pple get emo coz they really 钻牛角尖 or 想太多..
and come to tik of it.. i find tt its stupid..
coz no1 is doing anything to make u to emo..
its just that your own stupid mentality that causes you to be emo..
but but.. even thought i noe all these stuff..
i noe its stupid.. doesnt mean that i wun be emo anymore..
coz i also realised that.. its human nature to 想太多 over certain stuff.
and why they do that? its because they care for that particular person / relationship?
if not who the hell will waste their brain cell to tik abt it and get emo over someone they dislike/hate?
definately not me haha
and if you all do rmb.. i did ask a qns in my previous post..
and yes.. its regarding my relationship with my bunkmates..
but i guess i fail to keep a dist with them..
their actions, the words they said to me..
its hard for me..
ahh okk shld really stop talkin abt this stuff..
a short update of last week and this week outing.
(also to let me rmb what i did for my weekend haha)
last week was a small group of gathering with my bunkmates..
had dinner, arcade, pool @ town area b4 heading to mustafa for a walk and supper ard there..
had dinner, arcade, pool @ town area b4 heading to mustafa for a walk and supper ard there..
its my 1st time enter mustafa and wow.. quite stun-ed to see the pricing over there... its soooooooo cheap but not sure abt the quality haha..
anyway nth else much for last week..
this sat was gathering of the ZPG.. and our programme, without fail, begins with ktv session.. haha
and this time rd we played some game related to singing in our k-box session.
the same gender group will sit with the back facing the screen with the opp gender group randomly choose song and they got to recognise the song just by hearing it and start singing..
the enjoyable part is not those sitting back facing screen and sing..
but the "devil" who is choosing the song and laugh like mad with some plot going on in their mind..
after that watch the movie, butterfly lover aka 武侠梁祝.
the movie is kind of so-so only as everyone noe that..
the famous 梁祝 story shld be a touching story,
and yes the storyline is/shld be touching
and yes the storyline is/shld be touching
but im not touched at all..
as well as my frens..
and as for today..
actually i planned quite alot of things to do in my head haha
but i guess its due to laziness!!
im still at home watching tv, listening to music n bloggin till now!
im still at home watching tv, listening to music n bloggin till now!
some neoprint taken on yest
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ok getting abit headache le.. shall stop here le =)
