Sunday, April 19, 2009
its 90% comfirm that my re-bmt falls on 4th june...~.~
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
the current lifestyle is really killing more n more of my brain cells..making me stupider by each day (n i noe u guys will say im very stupid already f3).
sometimes i really miss the emo-bing. its not becoz i enjoy the feeling of emo. but feeling emo make u realised that actually u r still breathing, still alive (ok too serious).. the heart pain that you encounter, the salt-ish taste of ur tears etc.. (cant tik of much now due to the amt of braincells working)
for now, i cant even tik of a appropriate words/sentences when consoling my frens of explaining stuff etc.
i miss the time when my msn nick appeared all the super duper emo sentences and i really like it (ok i must be mad). it feels great when u can describe ur feeling/life using words.
i miss the time when i can blog abt my thots without tiking much (unlike now -_-) influence pple with my post (rarely) etc. just like alot of pple.. i cant express much thru verbal, or rather find it uncomfortable. and when u lose the only way of expressing your feeing, u will really felt empty and meaningless.
therefore the past few mths was really quite empty and waste of time in my life. and... i duno how to cont already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but conclusion is.... im not emo.. coz cant emo due to the lack of emotion LOL
Sunday, April 05, 2009
i dun like my current lifestyle now.. its like killing the BING u guys noe few mths ago or rather last yr.. how i miss that BING *sigh*